They take away the desire to provide attention, to be affectionate and to open your heart and they still have the courage to ask you why you are so cold
You give everything, you give the best of yourself, you strive to be the best partner, and all for what? so that in the end they change you for someone else, with those attitudes and those unpleasant experiences they take away the desire to give love, to want beauty and then they ask you why you are so cold and as if you had a heart of stone, but no they realize what is behind.
You disarm yourself to complete someone else , you become the partner that person wants, but in the end you stay watching how he ends up choosing someone else while you are left with all the broken illusions, they take away the desire to give love, to be so romantic and then they ask you why you are like that, why you do n’t want to trust cupid anymore.
You can be the most loving, the most detailed and the one who gives all the best of himself when he is in a relationship or when he likes someone, works on his flaws, tries to bring out his cheesiest side and show himself as he is, but no effort is valued, it is not taken into account and you have to see how they choose someone else making you feel insufficient, asking you what you did wrong or what is wrong with you.
They take away the desire to be attentive, they take away the desire for everything and then they ask you why you are so cold and sharp when someone tries to flirt with you, when they dare to speak nicely to you and make you promises that you know very well are only words that are The wind carries them, because something tells you that they don’t speak them with sincerity, that they are just glib to make you fall and that’s it.
When you fell in love you wanted to be the best in all aspects, the woman that your partner would never want to leave and would feel proud to have you by his side, but nothing you did seemed enough for him, because nothing was ever mutual, you never received what you gave and when you told him that you gave a lot and he didn’t reciprocate, his answer was blunt: "I never asked you for anything."
And deep down his words burn and hurt, because a part of you knows that yes, that he never asked you for anything, that everything you gave him, what you arranged, the details you did to him, the love you gave him did not he asked, you gave it to him hand over fist because you thought he was the right one, but it turned out that he didn’t feel the same and was just passing through your life, whenever he wanted he was going to leave, he just didn’t tell you .
As a result of all those bitter experiences that love leaves you, you are creating a barrier in your heart, it is not that you take away your feelings so as not to fall in love again, it is just that you know that your capacity to love is so immense and that not everyone can deserves, that’s why you put on a shell so they don’t hurt you again, hurt you, because you don’t want to go through the same thing anymore.
When you don’t fall for the first time and you don’t just let yourself be carried away by the words they say to you, they ask you why you are so cold, sharp, distrustful, without realizing all the wounds you carry on your back for loving beautiful and for giving yourself without limits, that is why one day you decided to put a stop and that they would never play with you or your feelings again.
They have taken away the desire to trust in love and they have the courage to ask you why when everyone knows that you wanted pretty, and for what? so that at the first opportunity they would change you for someone else, they would go after another leaving you feeling insufficient and with thousands of doubts.