After hanging out with me, my ex-partners find true love, that person they were waiting for to be completely happy
I don’t understand if I’m that piece of the Universe that others use to find their soulmate or if it’s just a constant in my relationships, but it turns out that my ex-partners after breaking up with me and not achieving a "happily ever after" , they find the love of their life, that person who complements them perfectly and that they have always been waiting for.
I am a magnet of other people’s happiness, that lucky charm that my exes have, because after hanging out with me for a while and ending for whatever reason, they take the train that takes them directly to the love of their life , they find him in the nothing, and it’s not that I’m not happy for them, but then what role do I play in their lives? Their talisman to attract their better half?
It seems that my role in romance, until now, is only to be the cosmic door of others in love, since I have only been a spectator of the great couple stories, but never the protagonist, and even my exes are already living their beautiful fairy tale next to the person they do adore, for whom they would give anything and with whom they had always dreamed.
When I start a couple relationship, I do it full of illusion and deeply loving that person, wanting it to work, putting my best effort into caring for and watering that seed of love every day, giving the best of me, but this never it is enough, because over time everything fails, nothing is the same anymore and the day of farewell is presented.
The classic "it’s not you, it’s me" becomes the excuse to end the relationship, he tells me that he is not ready for something serious, that nothing has turned out as expected, that he needs time, that his life plans are different, In short, there are many reasons why that person leaves me, breaks up with me, I release him and then I find out that he is already with someone else.
With me he was not prepared for something more serious, for the commitment to make a life together, but mysteriously that person came who made him change his mind and it turns out that she is the love of his life, who always dreamed and who waited so long, with her yes wants to plan a future. I get over that relationship, I give cupid another chance and history repeats itself, they thunder with me and someone else magically appears.
Is it that I am an amulet or a kind of totem in love, but nobody has told me? and it seems that I am the one who calls good luck for my exes, I attract their happiness, their ideal partner after breaking up with me, I am the cosmic door to the joy of having a stable and beautiful relationship, all that makes me wonder, what do they have that I don’t?, it is inevitable not to compare myself.
I want to find out what is happening, what am I doing so badly or so well that whoever chooses me ends up getting bored of me or telling me that they are not happy with me, but once I get out of this relationship, I go straight to the arms of their true better half , all those who are with me, end up finding their ideal partner.
I don’t know if I am that lucky charm of other people’s happiness, but sometimes I would like to no longer be the one passing through, that door through which my exes have to go to later find their true love , I want to be what They waited so long, I don’t want to be an option anymore, I want to be a priority for someone, to be that person that the Universe allowed them to meet to complement each other.