A relationship with someone who does not know about your true value can make you feel inferior when looking for another partner, it is not your fault
When we live in a relationship in which the other person dominates and controls everything between the two of us, various scenarios happen, it may be that you do not even realize it and live in a delusion, the other case is that you realize it and break with that relationship. relationship, derived from said rupture, several things can happen.
There are a series of consequences in your being, in your person that can affect the future relationships that you have, one of them is self- esteem , which is diminished when you leave a toxic relationship, which compromises the development of another relationship. in the future, that’s why you distrust who offers you a sincere love.
It is understandable that you feel disappointed and that you have doubts about what you are really worth as a person, they made you doubt an entire relationship and what you try from a "recovery" after that break, may not work, not because the new person not be the right one, but because you will put a barrier between the two: your insecurities.
You are not worth less just because a person did not know how to value you and although recovering your self-esteem could be complex, you must try by all means to do so, otherwise starting another relationship could be the beginning of a couple with the same pattern as the previous one, entering to a vicious circle.
The idea that someone can love you as you deserve scares you and is normal , because there are endless doubts and great distrust, there is no lack of an inner voice asking you "What if he hurts me again?" Just that makes you better isolate yourself and not be able to give love a chance again.
It is also understandable that you go through a stage of singleness in which you seek to recover from a stormy relationship and you do well to give yourself your space, reflect to know what you want in the future, but do not close the door to a new love, do not have fear, outside there is someone who loves you unconditionally and above all who knows what you are worth.
If your ex did not value you, he did not realize the great woman he had by his side and one day not so far away he will regret leaving you, but it will be too late, because you will be with someone better who really loves you and Show you that you are worth a lot to him, that you are unique and that he would give everything for you.